I'm Wondering How She's Doing?

wah my last post is last year

2012-02-06T08:19:00.000-08:00

hahahas didn't blog so long so come blog a bit lor

now im officially leg problem and back problem hope my muscle tear then go hospital stay!!! im mad!!!

im bored just kidding watching shows now... don noe what to say oso except chaotsu bb guys!!!!

Been so long since I last blog

2011-08-18T04:29:00.000-07:00

Don know how many months nv come blog le, always working or busy with other shits, stressed up over school, work, army and frenz
Life too short for me to just stay focused on one thing, I wanna be able to cont finding diff things to do and etc now i'm young experience counts more then anything else when i'm old i'm wise and smart then i'll be more successful in anything I do :)
Anyway 4've gotten into how many relationships tis yr I oso forget too lazy to go remember....
But most important of all I like my current job mainly cause of the environment and de ppl around here....
Earn quite alot here and confirm more better then my other jobs, at least don need see idiots and stuff from my other jobs
Now my love life is well kinda screwed I supposed, bored at work every day
But learning somethin new each day :)

I just want say some stuff

2011-01-04T13:46:00.000-08:00

Everyone has their dark and light side of humanity, or so I thought, but some times people tend to make their light or their dark side disappear, perhaps how they did it was through the power of mind, although so ear I show no symptoms of my dark side, but no one know's what anger can do to me.... All I know is I once lost grip, that once caused me a great loss of control, self control was damn low, I almost couldn't believe myself, my temper is like a demon that's devouring me from inside out, if one day i'm to lose control of the anger I kept and suppress down, I don know what consequences may happen, my self awareness is quite high, my sensitive to movements and actions is high as well, my reflexes can be most uncertain, with this mind of my, I don even know what I am capable of!!!

Fear of losing you

2010-12-17T21:08:00.000-08:00

Now i'm listening to emo songs, wondering, who is it you love, who is the one that has your heart, who is the one who touched your heart, I hoped its me, but somehow I feel it might not be me, I always seems happy, but am I truly happy? Truth is i'm not, I got so much wisdom and knowledge but its useless, cause i'd rather hav you and be deemed as a fool, loser, retarded for life, I want you so badly in my arms, I want to be with you every second and every minute, the world is meaningless to me unless your by my side, I can give up anything but not give up my love, the love I have for you..... I truly loved you with my heart, there's a part and a role you play in my life, my future and everything I see you, if your no longer by my side then wat else is there but darkness in my life! A darkness like the black hole without a end to it, i'll wander about the darkness, never knowing when is day when is night, never able to see light, then slowly i'll fade away like a plant slowly dying.... The only thing I can use to compare with my love for you is my life, cause as long as i'm living i'll protect you, if I die, then i'll watch over you as your angel, and slowly watch you find the guy who'll make you feel like a princess in a fairytale, i'll see you grow and then when the time comes, i'll hold your hand and bring you to heaven..... Be in living or dead, my love and soul is with you, it'll accompany you through hard times and easy, share your sorrow and joy.... I'm saying so much but are you actually able to read this and i'm still really afraid to lose you, how I hoped I can just sleep and never wake up again..... DOMO you know what i'll change for you, if I cant, i'll die to become an angel to watch over you....

Today is my fault

2010-12-04T07:17:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry really sorry :'( I lied i'm really sorry.... I know you hate and angry but there's not much which I can do.... :'( my heart is aching badly I guess tat only leaves me to one option.... Now too tired tomorrow morning I'll giv myself a clean cut on my chest!

first day of december

2010-11-30T22:14:00.000-08:00

consider to be a new month of a new start, but as its approaching the end of the year i realise that life is goin to be very diff from next yr onwards, tis yr experience deep pain and suffering, experience true frenship, learn the importance of having my brothers around me in overall i nid all my frenz and brothers no matter wad......

after break up for bout like 5 days i finally can let it go =(

i nw hab so much mixed feelings i cant decide anything thinkn properly or wad i hav a spilting headache!!!

i don noe if i dare to ever go into a relationship ever again anot....

my heart is broken and in pain and has a wall around it....

=(

Watched my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
Pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
stuck in the shadow of my mistakes - yeah

(Chorus)

Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.

(Verse 2)

I've been dying inside
little by little
Nowhere to go
I'm goin outta my mind
An endless circle
runnin from myself until
You gave me a reason for standing still

(Chorus)

And I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
But you can have
what's left of me.

(Hook)

Fallin' faster
barely breathing
Give me somethin to believe in
Tell me it's not all in my head

Take what's left of this man
Make me whole once again

(Chorus)

Cause I want you
and I feel you
crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger, like a burnin
to find the place I've never been
Now I'm broken, and I'm faded
I'm half the man I thought I would be
You can have, all that's left, (yeah, yeah, yeah) what's left of me

(Outro)

I've been dying inside you see
I'm goin outta my mind (outta my mind)
I'm just runnin' in circles all the time

Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me

I'm just runnin' in circles in my mind

Will you take what's left? x3 -- of me

Take what's left of me

its been 4 days

2010-11-30T01:48:00.001-08:00

time passes so slow it feels and seems, i useed to tot forever is real but nw i just feel forever is real but onli a certain amount of ppl experience it....

u think all was fine and safe when....

2010-11-03T23:50:00.001-07:00

TOT LOVING SOMEONE WAS EASIER WELL GUESS WHAT ITS NOT IT NV IS AND IT NV WILL BE ESPECIALLY WHN UR SUFFERIN IN SILENCE ALONE!

HATE MY LIFE ESPECIALLY **** life!

i giv u the world

2010-10-15T20:53:00.000-07:00

what you wan i giv
i giv in to you cause i don wan quarrel but thn....
ur fb and msn and etc all is like u miss someone
who are u saying i nid to noe i really nid to noe
im sensitive im mad im emo im bad in everyway perhaps
im just so blurr
ytd at work kip on giv wrong food to wrong table 10 times sia jialat
cause of one quarrel which i had wif u
first time so distracted cause of relationship and it just goes to show how much i love u oso!?

20 more hours to go and its one week le

2010-10-01T20:38:00.000-07:00

just bout less then a day till one week since we 2 stead but thn it have alrdy seem like time is moving so slow cause nw ur so cold......

whether is hot but i feel cold nid to wear my hood but still i wont feel hot enough cause ur just way too cold.....

how long can tis last?!

today i say what i wan and you all shhh

2010-09-28T20:45:00.000-07:00

to dear : happy one week knowing of each other, and also happy 4th day still got so long thn one month anniversary hahas, but i don care i noe we can last rite? =)

haiis before i stead with dear sibei emo like siao sia thn nw i so happy pathetic sia i?!

hahas dear say her frenz first i 2nd but ytd she do something make me so touchy!!!
oh god her words really touch me
Love you lots dear <33

she starting so cold and a bit like don care bout me now everyday getting better and i so so so so damn happier....

i nw so tired and slpy but i don want slp later dear end at 2.20pm nid go find her thn work at 6.30pm canot use phone =(

haiis but i don care tomorrow thn go find dear again

morning find her even if i not enough slp i oso don care de

pei dear more important i 24/7 on standby for her de!

hahas stead on 26th september.....
first kiss on 28th september cool wonder what tomorrow will be then perhaps first LC AH?
hahas anyway came to blog how happy i am....

anyway i really wan to last long and really long with her..... promise to treat her good and promise not to break her heart....

i really dbt

2010-09-22T06:45:00.000-07:00

i really dbt, i hate being lied to when brothers are not true to me they like the same girl as me must tell me need let me know don hide from me if not i realli will get angry

i am always wrong tats all i can say nothing is ever right,

i always sacrifice myself for the girl i like i placed them top of the heart i placed them in the heart and the mind and the soul

i placed them in areas where my darkest secrets are hoping to let her see them all but there wont be such a chance le

nw i can onli say i get hurt by girls is no longer pain le cause numb and i feel nothing le i'm now a guy with no goals no future no life no more dreams

i now don't dare to sleep cause i fear if i sleep and she comes into my dreams i see her then i will die in my dreams, cause my heart will break my mind will be in pain and i will fall into slp for eternity

i cant belive it

2010-09-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

i feel my heart beat le i feel my soul le i feel pain le in the heart it hurts actually but then why is tat so i cant fail pain already wad how am i able to feel my heart pain

i shld hav been dead in the heart i cant belive it i'm still feeling pain for her?

my heart is beating fast i don noe why each time i think bout her each time it gets faster

what is going on?

i cant belive wad is goin on don tell me i really was right she is the final pitstop for me? the end of my life the goal the point of life!?

todae is the 5th day

2010-09-20T03:38:00.000-07:00

pain has struck me again todae but then i onli just realise actually im void of pain long time ago back when i was in sec 4 i was bleeding my eye bleed like mad but then i did not feel anything the onli thing i did was laugh cause there was no pain or wad so ever i tis yr felt pain cause of her thn i lost all feelings le happy sad and everything

but no use
she likes someone else

she has someone she like its good for her but not for me

i feel nothing

i can onli be paranoid hopeless plus useless

todae i say why is it im so down

2010-09-18T20:25:00.000-07:00

cause its like i onli just want to treat her good i cant possibly treat her bad wad if i do tat my heart is gonna be like so damn pain

i really don noe how to tell her this

she wans me to give up but the thing is i cant i really cant

every time i try

i tend to get a headache recently been gettin a headache its so damn fkin irritatin my head is like my heart pumping and pumping tats how it feels head seems so heavy nw just wish i can go and bang the wall and go unconscious thn don nid to be bother by anything

she can make bad times look like good times and good times seem so much like bad times

and now hmmph everyday is hell for me i nid to wear a mask no matter where i go otherwise if in sch i seem so damn emo she's bound to get angry cause everything i do is wrong everything is my fault even global warming oso my fault lor

i don care bout whether whose fault it is i just take is as mine nowadays i can just stare into space and think nothing my eyes wont blink not even for a sec my eyes wil get teary perhaps cause i feel the gush of crying water bou to drip out from my face but i ain't letting it drip no brothers is at home and its day time wont let anyone caught me crying nw no one i mean no one if worse comes to worse i'll end my own life using my bare hands i will stab myself in the heart or dug the heart out and beside me will be a note a note to whoever it may be concern to......

i no longer fear death in the past neither do i now i use to onli fear that i wont be able to hav a chance but now i noe there's no chance and i ain't gonna waste my life just waiting and suffering when i cant take it i'll end my life to watch over ur life till the day u rest finally......

how hurt i am

2010-09-18T07:35:00.000-07:00

its been about 35 hours and 23 mins the current time im seeing this is how long from the point of devastation to now,

what am i good at? pretending?

what am i excellent at acting

what am i best at making everything seems nothing

thats wad i am good at i can hide it from others but not myself u hurt me so badly so painfully i cried i swear i cried and guess wad every time i see a wall i just wanna go and bang my head in the fall and just faint and stay unconscious forever cause the paint the exhilariting pain it hurt so damn fkin deep in my heart and guess wad numb to pain nw numb i cant feel pain in my heart anymore i cant le i cant le

not even love as i type tis i am crying how i do tat i don noe why i cant feel pain i noe my heart no longers hurts it stopped hurting but i am crying how the hell is this happening what is going on wad is happening i am crying non stop like a flowing tap

i cant stop crying somebody save me my parents aslp my siblings not home yet i can finally let my tears drop and not hide but still the fact remains my heart is dead i now really cant feel anything i todae try to use anything tats sharp and poke myself it didn't have any effect the onli thing tats working nw is my brain but my heart is dead wad diff does it make

im like a living dead wif absolutely no heart no pain no love no nothing fk this world fk the hell fk everything i am in agony i think but theres no pain so stop crying u stupid cry baby cry so much got use meh cry so much got diff meh she wont noe she wont bother she wont give a damn she doesn't likes you nv will

u don hold hopes fine tats for sure but you don wan her to treat u so cold either but she is nw so wad can u do? nothing rite u think crying would do any diff no diff fkin bozo wake up from ur fantasy don you always giv advice for ppl to give up and let go why cant u do the same to urself big liar big fat liar do the tok but not the walk come on get the fk out of here thn!

but still the only thing u can ever do is watch how she treats u so coldly how she ignores u how she forgets u how she just treats u invisible thn slowly by slowly u'll fade away from light and enter into the shadows...................

but every time i see a wall i feel like banging my head i can control now but in future once time grows long i cant control myself i have been bearing pain, love, tears, anger, everything in the past few don noe how long when i explode i'll sure to become a idiot as in a true life mentally unsound and low iq idiot gratz to me i finally i finally felt true love pain!! but thn pain has gone and ended the effects are starting alrdy

I finally know how much I really love you and how much I actually treasure you

2010-08-20T22:28:00.000-07:00

Today its been 4 weeks since I realise I love you, your always lingering in my mind even at this moment I can't stop thinking bout you somehow your like a part of me now I cant stop myself from loving you I cant pull myself away from caring bout every single thing tat happen's to you or things you do, I cant stop one day from not bothering you, I noe im being a bother to you but I cant stop I just cant I want to stop being such a bother to you but I just cant my mind my hand from bothering you. I am just too in love with you I try to change for you but its hard i've always hoped to one day be able to be with you but tat might not probably happen because mayb you might not love me like the way I love you and also I can onli hoped to see you smile and stay happy if my loving you is a trouble a bother to you then I wont love you but I will still be loving you but not seem like loving you, because you don noe I love you, you noe how much it hurts each day not being able to say I love you to you my heart wants to explode my brains cant tak much more each day I am under so much stress even now having a headache I got more white hair then before but I feel its worth it if its the price to pay for loving you then I feel its more then enough, all I want to pay is I really really love you more then I noe stay happy by smiling everyday please

Using phone to blog

2010-07-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

Wah use phone blog unbelievably cool sian school tomorrow and work today need remember and learn so many things feel like dying sia so bloody damn bored

Using phone to blog

2010-07-05T08:44:00.000-07:00

back to be lame

2010-05-18T08:51:00.000-07:00

nw is midnite so consider the next day thn tat means its time to blog!

im bored facebooking!

the bookie is on the table!

nw go find songs for my phone to eat yum yum yum!

dead for a few days i noe

2010-05-17T20:29:00.000-07:00

did not use com to blog much cause don think nid mah some more got so bored recently lazy to update in any case 2 weeks time is final exam for tis semester for me la tat is thn next semester a new set of test! and subjects of course

sianz life nw feel quite weird le don noe y leh!

haiis forget it i nw got stomache goin to toilet thn i nid bathe thn i nid to go sch so rush and so many things not done so i'll use the power of multi task something i specialize in so much!

hahahahas

zhao time see ya l8r ppl!
boo yah!

hahas

2010-05-14T18:37:00.000-07:00

ytd was working thn got one new girl came she's a newbie! hahas kena disturb by me like hell but don noe why she kip laughing?

anyway her name is qian ning she says she noes pha ying but pha ying don noe her dotz sia!

anyway i thurs had a course the PIE course its like they tot us how to eat but wif good etiquette

hahas first time i able to put pic on blog seh! hahahas here's wad we eat mah!

alrite blogging in the middle of the nite

2010-05-12T09:26:00.000-07:00

nw is midnite tomorrow my uncle will be cremated a sad day! =(

i went today to his funeral
did not stay for long cause i was tired and bored
wanted to stay but as i have school tomorrow i had to go le!
but all i can say is to my uncle
his a good man he deserve to go in peace and also to heaven!

may you bless us!
you will be remembered for all the good you had in you!

im still sick

2010-05-08T22:54:00.000-07:00

i am sick and i wan go lan im crazy tats all i nid to rest nw!

i am sick nw!

2010-05-07T17:35:00.000-07:00

i am so freaking sick cant slp long wake up every time throat is like burning cause sore throat mah head spins like mad

perspiring none stop i going to faint soon i think everything looks so blurr i really cant see wad i typin usin my hands to just type

oh my im so sick for the first time whn its just flu and sore throat!

i am goin off to school soon

2010-05-05T20:05:00.000-07:00

i nw eating instant noodles nid to change and hurry to sch in like 10 mins i still nid to chk see whether household appliances and electricity is off anot lor so bz and yet so little time no choice but to use my multi tasking abilities!

BOOYAH!

bringing back a saying

2010-05-04T23:15:00.001-07:00

tis saying i will post it each month till end of tis yr cause it makes too much sense!

Some times in life we can't always have what we want,
But we can strive for it and try to pursue it,
If we can't get it it doesn't mean we have to give up,
Or continue to try get it but we can just wait,
Waiting for it can bring us either to no where or some where,
Like love if we can't have it,
We shall not force it,
Instead we'll wait for it,
After all
Waiting is a virtue

eh ppl hi

2010-05-04T23:09:00.000-07:00

blog is kinda dead i noe,

no choice exam's approaching and i've to work

recently i been thinking wad is it tat i can do to help improve lives of others and ourselves

currently no ans hahahas!

in any case here's a saying i've tot of

WHATS SO SPECIAL BOUT LIVING?
ITS THE FEELINGS WE CAN FEEL
THE DIFFERENT TASTE WE CAN TASE
OR THE EMOTIONS THAT'S WITHIN US?
OR PERHAPS ITS THE THINGS WE CAN DO
OR IS IT THE THINGS WE CAN EXPERIENCE AND SEE

MY ANS IS ALL OF THE ABOVE BUT HALF OF EACH ANS

WHY?

CAUSE IN LIFE WE CAN TASTE DEFEAT AND SUCCESS
WE CAN FEEL STRESS AND EXPERIENCE PAIN
ALL THE PAST AND FUTURE THINGS WE CAN SEE AND CREATE THATS WHATS SO SPECIAL BOUT LIVING

BUT SOON IT'LL BE GONE ALL GONE GLOBAL WARMING IS COMING

HOTTER EACH DAY
ONE DAY WE'LL ALL JUST POOF!!!

WE SHOULD REALLY START TO MAKE A CHANGE!

todae is the 6294 days since i was born

2010-04-26T20:44:00.000-07:00

its been juz bout the same each and every day life is always like tis no diff hahas

but recently life has taught me a saying

IN LIFE WE EACH HAVE DIFFERENT GOALS
WE EACH HAS DIFFERENT ROLES
WE EACH CAN SWITCH ROLES OR GOALS
BUT WE CAN NEVER SWITCH WHAT WE HAVE NOW
BUT WE CAN CHOOSE TO SWITCH WHAT WE HAVE IN FUTURE
IN ORDER TO LIVE LIFE IN DIFFERENT ROLES PURSUING DIFFERENT GOALS
WE MUST STRIVE, WE MUST HAVE DETERMINATION, WE MUST LIVE
THAT'S HOW WE CAN BECOME THE ONES TO LIVE LIFE IN DIFFERENT ROLES AND WITH DIFFERENT GOALS
TO THE FULLEST

NEVER GIVE UP BEFORE YOU EVEN DREAM!

Took time to blog

2010-04-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

haiis blogging nw nth to do juz blog work till sianz le don think i wan work at my current workplace anymore little pay but alot of work to do de not worth it lor so i will most likely quit find a higher pay job thn afterwards i'll quit!

tomorrow is sch!

2010-04-18T10:38:00.000-07:00

ok blog's dead im dead

nw slping times

Nitez may all hav nitemares and bad dreams and me sweet dreams~!

im nw at lan

2010-04-06T00:08:00.000-07:00

haiis boring dead bored!

last week tio match making whn workin wtf?!

the customer tok gong sia!

Bored to death

don even noe wth is wrong wif her?

2010-04-01T02:39:00.000-07:00

Don even noe wad is she thinkin all i did was like say a bit of something thn she angry

Perhaps tis sayin should go wif wad i want to say

It does not matter wad you say its wad you do,

But the fact is i did not do anything wrong i’ve been doing almost wad i can do but she still treats me the same way girls are so weird i think?

Nv is able to understand her ever since she knew!

don noe if your trustable

2010-03-31T09:29:00.000-07:00

ur always saying tis thn suddenly ur doing something diff ur always doing so many diff things i don noe if ur trustable or not ur always like lying to me de sia!

Lies is a form of truth
Its also a form of life
Lies can become true
Can become disaster
Can become a danger
Can become a key to start war!
Lies is so powerful its been used since the begining of time
The mastery of lies
Lies within oneself
Master it right and you'll be doing good
Master it wrong and you'll be consider doing sin!

well its been a few days

2010-03-30T02:48:00.000-07:00

i've been pondering bout things tis few days, life is nv de same

all i can say is

Everything bout her from head to toe
Has been etched inside my mind so deeply i can never forget
From her long hair
To her legs
Her height
Her nails
Everything i'll tend t notice
One reason
Cause i really really like her
Every little thing she do
Every thing she says i pay attention to it i listen to what she wants to say
And i say what she wants me to or should i say!
Life is much much more colourful with her in my life
She paints my mind my dreams
My hopes!

holy shit!

2010-03-23T22:21:00.001-07:00

wad the hell is going on recently I've absolutely no idea

haiis........

What's meant to come,
Will always come,What's meant to be,
Will always be,
Life is predictable,
But yet unpredictable,
What we use our hands do,
Will be the outcome its just a matter,
Of knowing and not.

tommorrow is the holidays

2010-03-21T00:38:00.000-07:00

holiday's here im not the slightest bit happy,

why i oso don really noe leh!

its jus a feeling tat tells me im not happy!

perhaps its cause of something bah

perhaps love

i created this sayin in secondary sch

In life, we face obstacles,
We face setbacks,
That prevent us from going forward,
But then its never easy to overcome them,
But with determination and confidence
One can do it,
All that lies is the matter of time.
Like love, we face all kinds of setbacks and etc all the time,
But what we can do is that we face it bravely,
We must keep on heading forward and never look back,
We can wait; we can learn; we can hoped,
But we can never force,
What's meant to be; shall be,
What's not meant to be; shall not be,
We should just keep hope in our hearts,
And try to expect much,
After all love is meant to be given,
Not meant to be just taken.

my mind is just in a whirl i cant think straight or do anything rite

im so stress with so many things

2010-03-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

isn't hoilday supposed to be good, well its the opp nw, im facing stress!!!

one minutes she's so frenly and etc

thn suddenly she's so cold and ignorant?

wads wrong wif my life god i juz wan to die!

But still there's a saying i learn:

Some times in life we can't always have what we want,

But we can strive for it and try to pursue it,

If we can't get it it doesn't mean we have to give up,

Or continue to try get it but we can just wait,

Waiting for it can bring us either to no where or some where,

Like love if we can't have it,

We shall not force it,

Instead we'll wait for it,

After all

Waiting is a virtue

I shall wait for the day you'll say yes!

Life is meant to be this way

I Am The God!

im bored

2010-03-18T23:03:00.001-07:00

nowadays ppl plae dota are so stupid they don noe wad is teamwork sia!

march 14

2010-03-14T01:21:00.000-08:00

im so bored i wan watch anime but then some websites sucks like fkin shit hell!!!

boring n juz more boring i wan to cry!

2010-03-12T21:27:00.001-08:00

hehex ytd go teo heng sianz

ytd go lan better can plae dota!!!

hahas dead blog = dead me

i don care i lazy blog much till i change com, thn i can upload pic and etc thn i blog more fun hehex!!!

haiis i juz watch finish the anime D.N Angel makes me wanna cry!

haiis i'll suggest ppl to catch episode 20 to 26 cause its so touching or is it 15 10 26 i forget le =(

blog a bit dead i noe!!!

2010-03-10T04:13:00.001-08:00

recently nv blog cause the com at my house is like laggin master thn i no choice but to choose not to blog!!!!

hahahas hmm i wonder who i like nw?

hmm or mayb who i don like>?

i don noe life is jjuz filled wif questions which i'll choose not to ans!!!

todae is friday le muahahahaha

2010-02-25T22:18:00.000-08:00

ytd do csv script muz memorise so troublesome lor i was like onli morning thn start to learn so cant reallly rmb much bah

in the end i rmb most of it how cool was tat boo yah ppl boo yah !!!! btw life sux even as we're speakin

it wed

2010-02-24T04:40:00.000-08:00

boy am i cold or wad im at lan sia sianz nth to do lor, how's life how's dreams how's business all sucks

sch sux alot nw

some times ppl u juz hav to see the real person not the surface

none understands or noes me well in my class

my specialize things nw seems so useless cause no need help others wif it le!!

todae is monday get it clear not tuesday or sunday

2010-02-22T01:38:00.000-08:00

well im bored to death jk i at lan win 2 rounds lost 2 rounds jk sia 2 rounds one is i use bs i own like shit 2nd is vs i lose like shit hahahahahas

thn i lose 2 rounds is i use ursa and wad hero i cant rmb le haiis i so slpy i wan slp lor i later go home wan do hw le i think after march my life will be part time job and studies no more slacking off no more lan except for usin com at home i wan get a new one le yeah wish me luck in saving till 500 don nid luck oso can cause i am damn good at saving money look closely in my eyes and u'll see ($) ($) hahahahas

all i can see is money cause im in need of money, money is everything in tis world, no money no good like no happiness no dreams no life so money money i love alot of money hahahahahas

haiis so long nv go out everyone not free whn holidays come i think i wan work 7 days a week thn hw do at nite and morning thn i can finish de i nid to plan my schedule once i start working otherwise everything will be in a mess, life = useless wifout money

wif money one could even start a war on all countries but wif money one nids to mak sure they got the brains to win in a war!!!! stop pollutin earth damn it the earth so hot i nw always cold n hot damn dulan knn ccb dog face la to all those who pollute the earth damn u all mua hahahahahahas!!!

i go sing k juz nw it sucks

2010-02-18T23:51:00.001-08:00

nw i no voice le cause sing k till siao damn it sia i hate singing thn adrian n shannon tak video siao liao

cny second dae

2010-02-15T02:06:00.000-08:00

boring boring boring haiis fri tat time around nite i started to emo y i oso no idea.......

sianz i nw at lan plae dota cause at home nothin do so come lan n plae dota onli own once but didn't get to end game cause the host damn nub lose le jiu wna plae 3v1 1 as in vs me one onli thn he tak luna wif him n dk how plae like tat stupid n nub host sia knn tis kind of host sucks n so nub cmi cmi cmi

here so freezing cold sia my hands nw solid like mad cant bend im typin like a zombie

anyway in bout few more days i will post a photo of myself on my blog, fb, frenster, msn and oso my ass hahahahas jk jk

damn it sia

2010-02-07T06:56:00.000-08:00

tis com is so damn freakin lag don noe wtf my bro did tis com nw lag more worse damn b4 god damn it i swear i'll save till 500 bucks thn giv my sis thn its consider she sold me her laptop aiya don wan blog le la so damn lag freak

guess wad i nv go school!!!

2010-02-04T23:43:00.001-08:00

i todae nv go sch cause i woke up at 10 plus my bro call me up de sia
damn if i woke up at 9 still can mak it for csv thn 10 is like impossible le lor

sianz who do i like nw i wonder????

haiis life is so hard y does man have to feel stress is it to grow from stress or is it to use stress as a energy provider
???
haiis im so slpy

days by days i been thinkin n thinkin bout how does a girl think, i can figure out that girls like to hear good things bout themselves but i cant figure out how they think tis is like so stressful how does ppl think exactly!!!

a male thinks n acts is either same or the total opp a female is unpredictable perhaps its like wad most ppl said b4 female beings are the most unpredictable creatures on earth

male r the most predictable

well sianz sia i nw at lan plae dota
but i so slpy stomache oso damn!!!

school is like so damn simple compared to sec sch in ite i can slp n still aced it haiis i shld really hav study for my N thn by nw can go higher nitec n go poly thn find a job thn earn my 1 million bucks b4 im 30 ears old i swear to myself i'll nv be poor like i am now i will be the smartest, evil and richest guy one day so long as im breathin im workin out my plans each yr a new plan is born thn one day i'll be rich!!!! mua hahahahahahaha

life sucks more thn i noe it haiis

break tis code 9- 3.6.2_3- 5_6.1_ 5_6.5.7- 5_9- break the code cause its my own secret code

im rushing to school nw

2010-02-01T20:03:00.000-08:00

im so late for school but i don care i start at 1 late is like late 15mins lor

rush to sch a piece of cake

juz anyhow com blog thn nw zao

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you noe who i mean!!!

sunday the last day of jan 2010

2010-01-31T08:31:00.000-08:00

i've been thinking is this world able to save itself before all of humanity dsappears?

my ans to my qns no! humans nv uses their brain to think bout the future not like me i see it i see my future in my dreams every single day i hate dreams i think tats de reason y i like to slp wifout dreams i hate seeing into the future cause tat juz maks each day predictable n boring

haiis tomorrow got sch i nw go slp le nitez ppl!!!

todae is sunday

2010-01-24T04:13:00.000-08:00

i juz watch finish an anime named code geass : lelouch of the rebellion r2 i love it

lelouch a smart genius mind wif incredible powers powers of mind control

he is de perfect evil genius but wif the heart of an angel

his ambition his ideal his methods

they r juz perfect as perfect as wad i've plan

his ideal same as me his brain same as me

but his a anime n im a human

!!!!!

todae is sat

2010-01-16T05:21:00.000-08:00

im feeing sick n emo i think

two days ago i started to b emo

thn ytd wasn't really feeling well

thn todae sick

n so it seems i been in quite a bad shape plus emotion is so up n down that i actually fell sick

damn i tot i will feel better by nw but it doesn't seem to b so haiis im so pathetic

hmm i think if got time i might put a few photos to blog otherwise tis blog is like soooo dead dotz..................

almost forgot ytd i went to lan n guess wad i own at dota beyond godlike usin bs damn some times ppl aint tat pro n some times they are!!!

blooseeker is seekin blood n im usually de one who kills ppl for first blood not the one to get first blood muahahahahahas!!!! opp always leave game bastard!!!!

de date is 15 january 2010

2010-01-15T00:04:00.000-08:00

2 weeks frm nw is my bloody birhtdae but tis week sux ytd tio caught by NEA for littering thn in the afternoon late for class thn somemore whn class end someone giv me attitude

recently i like not emo or wad but i seriously damn emo n sianz n damn pissed

im so hot that i wan to punch someone

ite doesn't seem so bad

new year new day and new beginning

2010-01-01T05:17:00.000-08:00

life as i noe it is gonna b diff cause its a new yr hahahahahas

don noe wad to blog sia si bei sianz siol!!!!!

watching shows nia plan to get a part time job next yr thn earn 500 bucks thn can get my sis de laptop hahahas so good she onli sells me at 500 siol

oh god

2009-12-26T19:27:00.000-08:00

2 days ago i can say bah humbuck n now i'll still say it hahahas!!!! lame =.="'

2 dago de final episode/ special episode of absolute boyfriend nice show sia i watch till ke yan hahahas

todae is firday the 18th

2009-12-18T03:06:00.000-08:00

death dae for me so sad =(
i will b dead soon

todae is sundae

2009-12-12T05:03:00.000-08:00

recently bz bz wif somethin of course =.= anyway christmas is comin happy christmas to all n a happy new yr!!!!!

oh ya on christmas dae i wish for doomsdae to arriVE!!!!

finally online to blog

2009-11-26T20:47:00.000-08:00

tis blog been dead for a while so i come to blog todae so it wont b so dead mah hahahahas

hate tis family

2009-11-12T23:05:00.000-08:00

i hate my mum my sis my whole family i swear one day whn i got the means n methods i will leave tis house for good, life n death in tis house will no longer b any of my business

tis family sucks n they seriously r a bunch of idiotic losers dummy/ bodo's

curse tis family curse everyone in tis family damn them damn them i hate the world the god my family everythin in tis world r crap i wish for 2012 to come early!!!!!

damn my mother n sis the most grrrrrrrrr

saturday

2009-11-06T22:33:00.000-08:00

wonder wad can i do today my sis comin home at around 9 lucky 9 not 8 or 7 if not i R.I.P cause bored to death mah hahahahas......

=.= im lame =)

sianz i think watch naruto de whole day lor!!!!

boring!!!!!!

suay suay

2009-11-01T00:17:00.000-07:00

ytd damn sianz shld hav quickly closed de com n thn quickly juz umplug in bout 15 mins after i shut off de cm my sis cam home saw wad i was doin n i died

luckiky she did not tell my mum cant belive she did not tell my mum anyway its good she did not tell her anyway

so bored wif nth to do later still nid to vaccum de floor n mop of course sianz tis com fkin lag damn it can it juz like stop laggin for mayb lets see one yr damn ccb la grrrrr

saturday

2009-10-31T04:51:00.000-07:00

bloggin nw being lame juz cooked fnish noodle n bout to off de com seriously im bored wif nth to do nth to watch sianz haiis y today got soccer damn soccer!!!!!

i rather watch drama thn watch soccer!!!

anyway no one to sms wonder how im gonna spend my time k la nth else to do so i'll log off nw in case someone comes home n caught me usin...........

wondering if i'll get de job at www....

at grandlink

2009-10-30T03:39:00.000-07:00

was at grandlink for de past 12 hours

i swear i damn sleepy nw chiong wif firhan 12 hours, thn he own at last game rampage for de first time wtf???

thn he own until happy

followed by ts n others came to grandlink don noe find who heard got tai ji

wad tai ji i wonder anyway nw i audi liao no more dota borin
!!!!!!

oh boy

2009-10-25T00:55:00.000-07:00

ytd was one damn good day cause i watch a seriously hilarious show, call 桃花小妹
seriously a nice show boo yah!!! =)

boo yah

2009-10-24T01:22:00.000-07:00

ytd juz watch death note boy do i love de sinister in tat movie the amount of brain power used de amount of evil n justice done love kira as his de one who uses death note in the most extraodinary way but sacrificing one's love tat is very low which makes me think he is the god of death the most evil one of all hahahahahas

very long nv blog`

2009-10-20T21:19:00.000-07:00

today specially blog cause recently nv update im so bored
hehex

hello

2009-10-02T20:27:00.000-07:00

im so bored im at home watching tv n usin com hahahahas nothin to blog sianz

at home bloggin eatin n watching tv

2009-09-25T19:22:00.001-07:00

shiok sia today can stay at home hahahahas, wah ytd damn nt happy sia...........

got one fkin idiot say wad i don dare touch him, he think wad he damn big stuff ah knn.......
nearly wan find him but cause i seriously wan study so let him be

thn ytd somemore got alot of fkin stupid things wtf

hong gan la

2009-09-25T00:04:00.000-07:00

cb sia royal so full ccanot find place till sit till bout 3 damn pissed fk up lor

anyway todae quite fun day ytd most fun go dionis house eat n laughed till my tummy ache cause tiffany kip tokin don noe wad thing hahahahas

at grandlink

2009-09-21T23:44:00.000-07:00

bz wif lan goin to sch ltr for nite revison byr

watching miotv

2009-09-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

bb ppl juz to say today no school so its miotv time hahahahas

sunday

2009-09-20T02:09:00.000-07:00

bored bored bored nth else bye ppl rmb to study hard ppl gotta log off nw haiis

dota ytd

2009-09-19T01:33:00.000-07:00

ytd was at lan oh mine ytd use my bane was owning like fk kept on killing n killing god my bane was unbelievable hahahahahas.

but sad to say ytd tio beat by mother usin a wooden pole juz whack me on my legs 4 times slap me once mak me hate her more i swear she will suffer ten times worse thn me someday

was at bedok north from 7 plus at nite till todae morning 5 plus slept onli 3 hours nw eyes so sleepy mayb i will go n tak a nap n zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz till mondae lor.........

im so hungry nw, no choice bb i go cook noodles n oso some eggs n find some canned food too wan hav a feast for myself hahahahas tagged me ppl...........

one more thing i found someone more lame thn me...... who tat person hmmmmm (242756883)

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2009-09-18T02:22:00.001-07:00

at lan today again ltr niid stay overnight at bedok north sian die die die liao

god save me wait i don believe in god?? hahahahas

im at school doing survey

2009-09-15T17:32:00.000-07:00

hahahas doing survey nw the cher kip walking here and there thn i cant blog if got time i will edit this blog hahahas tag me if u pass by

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2009-09-13T23:33:00.000-07:00

im at grandlink ppl !!!!!

not blogging todae for the rest of the day cause cant use com i'll post a new post whn im free hahahahahas

bb jy for n level hahaha

last post till tues i think

2009-09-13T01:33:00.000-07:00

anyway todae was at de living room watching shows frm miotv so nice lor

too bad its juz free subsription for some shows others kind nid buy sianz n suay

hahahas nth else much to say so bb!!! tomorrow schl no no no

........

2009-09-12T04:27:00.000-07:00

nth to blog juz come to blog crap lols hahahas nvm nth anyway todae i'll say tis good luck to all sec 4and5, n and o level ppl study hard ppl jyjyjy

wish u all de bez of luck get a2 at least gambateh

chk out my blog nw got songs juz nw go do de hehex
all tats left is to put pic

im so sad n disappointed

2009-09-08T02:09:00.000-07:00

haiis....... today was doing my social studies n level exams compared to my past few times tis time round was much better.......... too bad mayb juz pass onli lols.........

after ss i went outside of school callin shi khin ask her see if she still at library thn if she at there i go find her n her couz hahahas too bad heaven not on my side pei jun had to go home thn i nv go as a result thn was like emo..... thn adrian was wif me n amber oso thn we were walkin to de bus stop thn adrian ak me : "y u so emo???" thn he guess pei jun thn i like ya lor cause canot go find them mah

oh ya funny thing happened during the time we were waiting for ss to start, we were playin wif plastic bag thn its like we filled plastic bag wif water thn we go throw down i throw twice or thrice like tat thn zr throw once damn far frm de person painting de rocks @ de pond there..... we were like aiming him mah thn afterwards forget who say tak tissue paper thn mak wet thn throw down thn afterwards me, zr n davis each mak one n throw......

davis cb sia throw le nv say thn whn we saw until we hide first thn come out throw again
i throw until near de pond but not in de pond thn afterwards zr throw aiming miss......... =.=

afterwards we took one big plastic bag filled wif water thn matthew throw he damn pq sia he throw till de ceiling thn nv at de person thn de water splash back wtf.........

we afterwards was like hunt for plastic bags thn throw lor i took one n throw thn got some basketball boys sec 1 de at there thn we throw le don noe who shout oi!!! thn whn later we tell zr they all they come out dee siao de sec one frm de top shout oi thn we laughing like hell........

at one plus we were laughing n playin like mad cows hahahas we were playin wif de bridge tat connects our special block to de class block i at there walk thn tio caught by the n level examiner........ i were like run n run n run don wan get caught thn i frm wearing t shirt change to my uniform hahahas......... quite fun walking on top thn dance ppl got saw me there hahahas so fun sianz nv tak pic if not i put on blog zzzzzzzzzz

well tats all tag n post ur comments everyone

early post

2009-09-05T23:58:00.000-07:00

sianz ytd use com tio found out thn drop de desktop somemore si bei suay sia thn ytd si bei buay song mother kip on kpkb thn like wan scold her thn cause aiya sua la she childish so nv lor......

im bloggin on de weekends

2009-09-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

oh my god its a miracle im bloggin actualli is cause i set up de com secretly le thn nw here blog lor
seriiously board to death............

oops cant use death cause im alone at home scarly somethin happened hahahas doubt so, one thing i don really belive in is ghosts......

anyway sianz i don noe how put my pic up if not i wan put some of my pic up..... lols nw wad shld i say..... nth i think so tats all hahahas tag me ppl if u go online......

kg one more thing don blog at my blog nv call u come blog u come blog qian ma ah??? n ur not even cool =.=

KEKGEE XD !

2009-09-04T20:57:00.000-07:00

YoYoYo ! Coolcool me here XD . haha . && ANDY TAN , I OF CAUSE VERY DUA KONG laa ! okayy , Just to sayy , i'm th coolest person in th world , WAKAKAKAKAK ! ~ Be JEALOUS Peepo ! :D

Kekgee here again -.-

im at grandlink

2009-09-03T23:33:00.000-07:00

hehex today fri supposed to go gym slack thn wait for co finish thn buy peach milk tea for her, but too bad she had to go home after co cause heard her dad is fetchinh her, so here i am at grandlink playin dota......

play n play n blog hahahas..... anyway todae supposed to stay till 1.10 cause havin to tak video for graduation day oct 16 i think anyway i didn't tak, as a result not sure who is takin de video today hahahas..... anyway i bought peach milk tea for her in the end bought it at 12.35 thn giv her wonder if she actuallly drink finish le mah gav her sweets during de morning.......

oh ya speaking of sweets damn tis person : zhan rong. cause giv him sweet he still wna kbkp oh ya yan xuan oso damn cb i muz remind myself not giv them sweets next time hahahas

thinks tat is all i can say le si bye bye ppl rmb to tag me if u visit my post hahahas juz to add on one thing i will b puttin up photos of myself soon once my com at home is rdy i will put my pic
hehex

bez day in my life

2009-09-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

todae onli one thing to say n tats whn in de afternoon i was wif pei jun, shi khin, firhan, jolyn, boon khong, wei ying(was it her name, hmmmm zzzzz) we were at bedok reservoir park there slacking thn it was like i was slpin n doing my ttys for eng......

tat was after i went a bit mad for the first 20 mins .......

in anycase todae was so happy for me, cause i was wif her mah although she didn't care bout my existence i think???? still well bez day of my life tat is hahaha

too bad i 4get tak pic or i can upload it hahahas im so happy whoever ask me sweets tomorrow i will giv them hahahas

oh my god

2009-09-01T02:52:00.001-07:00

wl eh kg u damn tok kong sia zzzzz lols anyways i am nw bloggin for a little while those who view tis blog plz don spam ty very much will onli blog after i set up my com at home

Andy Tan !

2009-08-31T07:43:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyo ! Helping Andy Tan post . his blog damn dead cann . haiyo . help him change blogskin lerhh . haiya , byebye . just helping to update -.-

Me ! Kekgee XD .